Lyrics to I Wish I Was Dead (3/4/23)
Sometimes I wish that I was dead
I’m forever in a cycle of my own mess
I get caught up in my own head
Until I realise that I have bled
I am getting emotional and tired again
I am losing more and more of my friends
I just want this thing to end
I’ve had enough of this pretend
There’s so much that I do
That none of you see or even have a clue
I think it’s best if that I step down
All I am is a fucking clown
Sometimes I wish that I was dead
I’m forever in a cycle of my own mess
I get caught up in my own head
Until I realise that I have bled
I knew everything you said wasn’t true
But I believed those white lies and apologies too
It hurts to relive this again
Just two months ago this happened and I was a wreck
You just want to mess with me
You just want to hurt me
Sometimes I wish that I was dead
I’m forever in a cycle of my own mess
I get caught up in my own head
Until I realise that I have bled
Sometimes I wish that I was dead
Sometimes I wish that I was dead
Sometimes I wish that I was dead
Sometimes I wish that I was dead
I’m forever in a cycle of my own mess
I get caught up in my own head
Until I realise that I have bled
I am getting emotional and tired again
I am losing more and more of my friends
I just want this thing to end
I’ve had enough of this pretend
There’s so much that I do
That none of you see or even have a clue
I think it’s best if that I step down
All I am is a fucking clown
Sometimes I wish that I was dead
I’m forever in a cycle of my own mess
I get caught up in my own head
Until I realise that I have bled
I knew everything you said wasn’t true
But I believed those white lies and apologies too
It hurts to relive this again
Just two months ago this happened and I was a wreck
You just want to mess with me
You just want to hurt me
Sometimes I wish that I was dead
I’m forever in a cycle of my own mess
I get caught up in my own head
Until I realise that I have bled
Sometimes I wish that I was dead
Sometimes I wish that I was dead
Sometimes I wish that I was dead
Sometimes I wish that I was dead